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You Know

There might be and end of a part of your life,but you never know what it's coming next...

The truth between the line of humanity is painful and it's overseen as people tend to remain ignorant of the fact that the life that they are living is wrong and there is no going back,remind them and they will hurt you because they are hurting of the fact that they feel useless because they took the wrong turn.Try making them learn how to turn their life they will thank you and then deceive you because helpping others in pain will only turn them against you,because they learned they saw more then you wanted them to see,they saw how to betray,how to win a war not to help others or make something greater with their life.

I learned that helpping means nothing more that digging your own grave hole,reamaining at the edge of the world trying to go unnoticed by the world that's just trying to crowl up on you and devour every good thing you have.The shadow that I become is the shadow that wi…

Tell me

No matter how many breaths did you take you still can't breathe...
Every step matters even if you make right or wrong,the path that defines you remains,the promises will chace you like the past,the rumors,the way you've been.Trying to escape by closing yourself down to nothing until the memory of you in the mind of the persons you know will become nothing then a mith,with a question mark on your existence in thier memories.
The shadow you let on the people you know will disappear,and the impac on them will fade away,as they will remember you vaguely.But as you close yourself down hold on to the dreams you once had and prepare your journey to a whole new level that you didn't had the courage to make your way too.As you do you start to open up again to regenerate the person you are in a better version,something new even for you.Starting to learn yourself again.The person you are once is dead and long gone and it is time for you to discovere what you can do,to reach further t…

Simple Life

When rebuilding isn't working and the world scares you with every step,life makes you a surprise and shows you again that at the end there might be something in for you.

At times the depth of the darkness that surrounds the world a blink of a light passes you by you have two choices grabbing in it and holding it close so that you may brake through or make your own way out of there.At this point I chose to do nothing but my own way,feeling like I don't deserve it yet,needing to grow up more be more mature,even my eyes tell me I can go on,I feel there is something missing that I did not learn yet.

Afraid,surprising,new,this three words are not in my dictionary anymore,as nothing can scare me anymore,I felt like I've seen everything,but that doesn't mean I know everything,as everything is possible any give thing imagined by menkind can be invented in just a blink of an eye.And from a simple person from the street of yuor city can become in just minutes billionare,general …

Stories

Some stories are are to be kept secret,some are to be forgot and some are to be kept and lived forever.

Walking in the shadows of a night through the cold rain seeing and every corner the everything you desire,the memories begin to come back to live and the wound you had is freshen up,it starts to hurt so bad there is nothing you can do.Raising your head in the rain start to open up and let everything out,every tear,every bit of pain left inside you.Time passes by you start to be forgoten by everyone you ever knew,the path clears up and you are given another chance to be free and start everything from the ground point.

With no one left by your side and no one to stay in your way the journey has began to a new world that you never thought it was there,brand new people,brand new things to explore and new places.Watching and observing all by myself this new world that has opened up with fear,excitment in the eyes making the first steps to something unkown.

Almost nothing left,no more lov…

Walking through a hurricane

I'm calling a hurricane,being in the eye of the storm willing to feel the pain,trying to reach the other side dead or alive.

With everything blown away,to the end of the present trying to put the puzzle together lost in the whole image just a mess trying to make sense.With the piece lost through space,time and logic I'm getting more and more agressive,hurt,willing to sacrafice everything for someone or myself I stand on the edge watching over my past,present and future for on last time determined to stop making sense of everything.Learning no more,just putting it in practice I've practiced enough waited too long.

It will show,it will pay off or not but as the storm is revolving around me and I can feel the power within me to make it stop.The puzzle is nothing more then your fantasy of past and future a wall that doesn't let you go beyond.Once everything you tried to make sense no more everything will change,keep your head down reading a story with every step looking ar…

Midnight rain

I stand alone in the midnight rain smoking a cigarette,looking for a hope,for a star,for anything to hold on.

I find myself trapped on the only road I ever know,lost through smoke,closed minds,ingorance and looking for something.Close to the edge,everywhere I walk or look memories haunt me.It's not that I can't remember everything,it's that I can't forget.There are secrets everyone has them,times you just can't forget and it's not about love or a person,it's about you and what changed you,what made you for who you are now,your fears,your wrongs and rights.Searching and searching trying everything to survive,you become a pupet of the ones that observe us and control us with illusion of freedom between closed walls.

The rain keeps falling cleaning the earth,we still manage do make it wrong,make mistakes that countinue to chase you down through life.Alone we search for someone,we try by any means necesery to make a change and find someone to hold on to or put …

The Time

You still remember the time you got off and met someone,but all that remained between the both of you are just silent words from an unkown past.

The time you tried to convince her that you could give her more than she could carry,that you were special.She started believing you,but you screwed up by bringing the past back to life trying to explain what you are.Just ending up in being friends and as time passes you got your second chance but didn't make the step that was needed. S now you go on as a friend.But you still get reminded that she could have been yours/

The person that doesn't have any middle just wrong or right,good or bad,inteligent or stupid,not avarage,not normal.But that isn't all there is to this curse,telling the truth to every person you know,but lying to yourself is the worst part of this curse,called myself.And even though I know the truth,one thing keeps me back,the fear that was struck into me since I was a child,the fear of failure holds me back.As fo…

Just a simple day

Waking up with the sun in your eyes,blured in the reality,finding something to eat while barely watchingtelevision and having a coffee while somoking a cigar.As the smoke vanishesinto thin air you start your new day.

Taking a shower after you wake up,starting your way to work.Looking in the strangers eyes you go away and ask yourself "Will I become what I just saw?Someone with the same agony in their eyes?"As everything looks the same the thought that you already are there starts to get stronger and stronger into your brain.Finding a solution seems to fade away with the question itself as you work trough the day.Finding yourself home at the personal computer doing your routine the question pops up again in the brain.You go out for a drink looking at the people around you finding yourself in everyone around you.

As the path remains you try to make something new in the start of a new day,but a pattern you find in the bright of the morning and as you try to change everything.Yo…