Showing posts from November, 2013

You're special

If God had a plan for you then why the fuck bother breathing,I mean he could totally save your ass right?
I don't even know where to start here.I can't keep it classy anymore because well the introduction I made,but let's play this fun game. Now...Why the fuck would god save just for you,one in 7 fucking billion a special fucking person?And he's special(you knowmentally retarded) because he must be fucking dumb to be your boyfriend!Besides why not help the ones in need?Not you a stupid teen or young woman.What makes you think that you're so damn special?You're nothing but a drama queen. Doesn't god have anything better to do?THERE ARE PEOPLE STARVING AND YOU THINK HE HAS SOMETHING SPECIAL FOR YOU?
Okay now that we cleared that let's get to the more classy part of this post.
All this things and needs are absolutly normal and are the side effect of bad parenting and lack of social and intelectual skills.Why?Well because when a child has a lack of attentio…

The Doctor of Things (Part Three)

A time lord victorious...

 We've got love,we got everything we need to make this a heaven,why are we trying so hard to make it hell?Why is it then we think that making a hell for someone isn't going to make a hell for you too?We made up the rules besides the one that are morally correct and a no brainer,why are we doing al this when we could change it in a matter of two months. It's like we're all a bunch of 7 year old that just made up a game with a very bad set of rules,even for us that made up the game and the rules. These are the question that start a war inside me that just makes me crazy. Buy because I can't just run away from all this,somewhere,I just stay here and write this listening to one great song:
So then should we give in to nothing a just be miserable or use this way insted:
So what does this three part post have in common with Waters on Mars? It has fear of everything from dying to making a choice and change the timeline to taking matters into your…

The Doctor Of Things (Part Two)

So is it?Should we?Why would we?

It's very hard to be more then you are supposed to be,a bag of meat filled with water,flash and bones that thinks he is evolved,educated and not an animal. We bearly know what we have in our,what,100 kilomaters around us?We can't name all the organs and bones in our body or really listen to it and forget that our bodies are smarter then we are. Now when it comes to being what everyone awaits you to be and not applying to the games,it is hard and just observing all the cruel people and the naivity of our dreams and everything we believe. Usually forgetting the fact that we can learn and expand our limitations since we don't know the real process power of our brain,so we do what a mental state is called and learn to know how to do only one thing through our lives. So when it comes to all this only limiting myself,I'm not a big fan. Think about it like this: they say that "you should think out of the box",well I have a problem wi…

The Doctor of Things (Part One)

Yeah it is that day...That special day of the doctor. Doctor Who?Exactly!

But it's not what we will really talk about,but more about what I think about one special episode and how I find myself in the same rather emotional situation(it would be fucked up and I wouldn't have writen this if I was a timelord). What episode? Waters on Mars.Why?Well because it's November 23rd and it's the day of the doctor. And I have some issues to talk about from previous posts.

If you read my previous posts you know that I tend to have an inner fight with myself between the good guy and the bad guy(cliche and yes I know cinemasins).So let's make this post darker...(no joke here)

Let's begin with the idea of is it worth it? One think that the doctor always reminded me was that always believe,but never have expectations about people,because often they are afraid and helpless. Which you're not,you might be a little bit stupid,but it's okay we all are stupid and there's n…

Fear and Death

Here's a fun debate.Is this guy a scumbag steve or isn't he?Or am I?
Why am I asking this?Well the debate goes like people in the comment section of this post are on two sides the first one saying that you should comfort a person that is on a death bed and have empathy.And there's my side thinking well,what if,she will be disappointed because there is nothing or because she'll end up in hell. I know I'm going to be hated for this but, while other think this,not many say it. And I know most of you read this but may I remind you: Life is a sexually transmitted disease and the mortality rate is 100%. To get back to my point of view,yes you should have empathy because that person will die,but why do we need comfort when you're dying.What's gonna happen if you don't comfort yourself on the dying bed?Are you going to haunt and give your own family nightmares?Why would you even do that?

Someone commented and wrote this: "I'm atheist and I think this a…

Forever a question.(Part Four)

A questionable life...

Like I was talking until here,people forgot to question things. And don't really have a problem with the wrongs that are happening. And here is my dilema that I wanted to talk about,I always have this problem and this question in mind,how can people just give in the wrong?How can they not want to notice the wrong?Why aren't people looking for the awe of life,since every trivial thing became awesome like Louis C.K. said,"If you think this chicken nuggets are awesome what will you think about having sex?You're head must explode of awesomeness"(or something like that). I understand the enjoyment of small things,but taking them to a level they don't really represent them. And then there is the celebration of a normal achivement like working and doing your job properly,but isn't that your duty that you wanted?So why celebrate?What did you change in this world by doing your job,that you singed up for?
Still I do understand to need to &quo…

Forever a question.(Part Three)

Educational idiocracy:

To give you a good impresion of this kind of habit is very simple. Now here students and teachers from schools,high-schools and universities protest against their government for another 6% from the GDP(Gross domestic product). My question is why are they doing this?First of all the only teachers that are protesting are those that got into teaching in schools and high schools without a passing grade in their exams and thus they are poorly paid,so why pay more the ones that aren't qualified?.Second of all,todays teachers do not really give a shit about the students,there are very few and those that are old timers as teachers are "out dated" since everything they learned and knew has changed. So why pay more for teachers that either out dated,don't give a shit or aren't qualified?

Besides to that point,the teachers that are not paid enough like I said they are not qualified,out dated,do not give a shit or probably just stupid.I am saying this …

Forever a question.(Part two)

Being a hypocrite is something very common in today's world.

So like I was saying last time.How does this logic work?Wanting to be great and succesful in your line of work and get to the top ranks,but not having the actual power to change something about the wrongs that are being made?I am asking this because I know a lot of people that are thinking "I am going to be the best *insert job here* ". First of all being the best in a cirtain job from my point of view doesn't mean just knowing all there is to know,but also reinventing and revolutionize the world with your ideas(example Bill Gates;he donates 4 billion dollars every year for charity and actually hepls the world).But most of human kind thinks only for themselfs not for the greter good of all people.So what's the point again in being the best when you actually get to be the worst?

Okay to my next point: Idiocracy.

I can't help but notice with all the world in one place and through social media that bes…

Forever a question.(Part One)

There is that inner struggle and fight we have go through with every step,until they become a habit and everything becomes natural. And than there's me...

I see people adjusting to different types of situation without any kind of question or doubt in their mind,they accept it very fast,the consequences are not really important as they should be. But I'm not so sure about the procentage of thought used in the process,due to the fact that it might just be something like a deja-vu,where the brain being in some known situatians is well,there's a,then b...that means that next is c. Which will result into a sponatneous or rather instinc based process,where the consequences don't really matter and the thought comes right or long after the action is done. Well while this sort of actions and sparks many times helped us,I am not that sure about the fact that might apply today when it comes to the big picture.
(Yeah...that kind of picture)

Why am I saying this?Well because acting…

Where was me?

The tittle doesn't make sense I know,but this will...

I just made my old PC work again and I found some old pictures from 2010 and in those pictures I found a video. One that should've make me hurt inside,but it didn't,it made me remember myself,well the old self. That's why I started asking myself where was the old me in this horror filled years?What happened?

With every thought that I have something doesn't feel right,since I lost myself on this road of dispair,fear,lack of awe and not willing to learn anymore. I was always in need of information,even now as this side of me I starve for information,but I filter my information. Only few things make me starstruck,which is a mix feeling as it is always the truth about everything that is. I can only remember that my minus was the lack of seriousness towards everything I did at a moment,that's the moment I feel like it wasn't myself anymore. And now having a rigid personality,I'm still lost. I do not have …


While most do not understand or do not want to because it is harsh,I like trashing the wrong way of thinking about things that are supposed to be rational and norma,but aren't because...people.

For example I saw this video made by the fine bros this morning.
My reaction was,children do not usually judge people it all depends the way the parents raised them,for example the kid in the thumbnail,he is against gay marriage even though he has no idea why.Well that's because parents told him that is bad for him to be gay or like anything gay. The idea being is that you can not hate people you don't know,because if you were really to stick to what you were told you wouldn't have any freinds or a girlfriend/boyfriend or even a wife/husband. But you have all that and all were once just strangers to you.

With that said the idea is if you want to judge people just wait to see how they actually act and what they say,because otherwise it's just wrong. Because the actions and wo…